So for the past holiday period many events have occurred. My whole friendship group from my home town have completely rejected me, i have no idea why. My best friend even lied to my face that he was busy this whole month, when actually he just wanted to avoid me. Maybe i could all be to do with the fact i told someone a very deep and personal secret which has haunted my life for years and caused me great emotional pain. Thats the problem with small english towns, if you say you have a problem, they'll call you a lier and a psycho bitch. I'm going to be honest, i'm not the nicest person all the time, i have moments where things get too much and i explode a little, but i'm the least bitchiest and most normal person out of that place, and i wouldn't lie about something so serious as what i have suffered.
It has truly broken my heart to see my friends whom i've known for many years turn on me like i'm some kind of witch. So for the past few days i've been feeling lost and alone.
But enough is enough. People have told me to grow up and stop whining, granted that isn't what you tell someone when they're a complete train wreck, but it's true. I'm starting a fresh and i'm going start post more art this year. I'm an art student after all, might all well starting showing people what i can do.
So keep posted as i'll be coming out with new pieces.